Will it Ever Come Again?

by Nathaniel Akers
April 27 2019

a  I've come to this place called lonely,
b  hoping  my heart will survive this conquest.
a  This is not what is meant by the 'one and only',
b  getting older as I feel that I regress.
c  If loneliness was a bear I am being mauled,
c  fighting back but my courage has been stalled

a  I can not say it's not my fault
b  I needed fire to test my pure gold
a  Since flavor can never return to the salt
b  there's no promise of wisdom when your old.
c  Pressure mounts from this constant assault
c  If the devil had his way he'd bring me to a screeching halt

a  My brain keeps my thoughts always hurting
b  the result of a mind that is confused
a  My life is becoming so disconcerting
b  because my comfortable got use to being abused.
c  These lies keep drowning out my truth
c  retarding everything that the spirit grew.

a   My rain clouds are thunderstorms of sorrows,
b   instead of gone they always seem to come back.
a  My todays are destroying my tomorrows
b  because today unleashes it's full attack
c  Yet my soul still fights though it's in pain
c  whatever lost, will it ever come again?