Excerpts after the LORD gave me my wings....
May. 5th 2019 I will never be the same
I can't explain it...

These are the words of ' FLAPPERIEL'

POWER WITHIN.....

John 14:15 And I will ask the Father and He will give you another comforter (counselor)  to be with you forever. He is the Spirit of Truth...He will remain with you and in you...

Christ in chapter 14 begins dealing with the disciples about the things that they must endure. Jesus didn't just tell us that things were going to happen he did something for us and in us so that we could  being to stand against the arrows that would fly by day and the noisome destruction of the darkness.

"With them"meaning you as a disciple do not have to fight these battles alone. The Holy Spirit is the counselor and the comforter that can help you in your time of need.

And in them is the promised Spirit of GOD that was prophesied by the prophet Joel, that the Spirit would come and usher in the time of visons and dreams, the power of GOD within man. He would know have greater in him than in the world.


The Spirit like reminding me of the things that I forget

1. Most people practice on dummies before they can save others

2. GOD will always send you the worst people to create the best you

3. If you keep getting rid of only your enemies pretty soon you will be left with one and that will be you, then what?

4. The Bible is one of the few mysteries that you know who don it from the beginning


The Vision of the Kicking Child
when a child falls down kicking and screaming , what do you do?
a. pick him up---and chances are that he will do this again
b. Whoop him ----risking the chance that he will withdraw
c. IGNORE HIM, until he gets up? This may make him change his tactic
NOW YOU SEE WHY THE LORD HAS NOT ANSWERED YOU YET...

The Spirit spoke to me about David when he returned to Ziklag (home at the time) and found everything destroyed, taken, and his family gone....

 In the midst of David's frustration he didn't realize that it was time to move, because while he was dealing with the situations at home Jonathan and Saul were being killed. Just because everything around you seems like it's falling apart, it is really the enemy throwing stuff around (having a temper tantrum) because GOD has promoted you. While the enemy has destroyed his home the situation in the battlefront was just as grim; yet at the same time death  and destruction was the pathway to the throne. Everyone wants to be known and do great things, WHAT PRICE ARE YOU WILLING TO PAY...because whether you get it from heaven you will give blood or from this world you will take blood, and most times both!
David got the throne by watching his mentor die and the only best friend he had in the world killed in a battle he was forbidden to fight (in other words finding out they died while he was on the sidelines). So while his closes comrades talked of stoning him, Saul was falling on his sword and the crown was rolling to the feet of David. Even ouch can be a sound of victory... blame, frustration, things falling apart is not the sound of defeat, but of growth. .
AND WHAT YOU HEAR OUT OF ME IS ONLY THE HOLY SPIRIT THAT GAVE ME MY WINGS OF REVELATION AFTER 22 YEARS...

May 5th, 2019 GOD took me in a vision and showed me Satan behind me while I got my wings, this is a not the person that you knew that's all I can sat right now...GOD HAS OPENED UP MY SPIRITUAL VISION, this is why I have been homeless for the last 14 years!!!!!

Very few times in scriptures do you read that David was knocked to his knees. Giants never did it, Kings didn't do it , kingdoms didn't do it...lions, or tigers, wolves, bears no of them did it. but I don't care how much anointing you have there is something crushing when those that are close to you, the ones that are family, and friends talk of killing you; blaming you for all that's happening to them and you.
Sometimes you want to fall apart, but everyone else is so you try to figure out how to get everyone out of this mess; you yourself are unable to grieve, or get angry, or get frustrated at the time. So the bible say' that DAVID got STRONGER IN THE LORD ( Draw nigh to me I will draw nigh to you) and draw close is what he did...even to the point that he went to ask GOD what is going on....but in his asking he also wanted to know if his plan would be approved, takin git straight to the top to GOD...IS IT WORTH GOING AFTER, SHOULD I PURSUE...I will only chase what you say is worth it...AND GOD TOLD HIM TO PLOT A COURSE STRIGHT TO "I NEED THAT BACK"
JUST BECASUE IT LEAVE DOESNT MEAN IT WONT COME BACK...

Nothing is this life is ENEMY PROOF...people will blame you for your situation and there's too...No matter how many times you have fought with them they will abandon you in your greatest battles and even fight against you as if they were your enemy...Just because people profess their love for you don't mean they won't cry for Barabbas, Barabbas, tomorrow, yelling crucify him....knowing this, your elevation will probably lead to your extermination....

The Devil will lay on you something that you don't have to carry...even though evil may have a strong pull it is not strong enough to pull against your no's, it can only pull temporarily, and you can refuse to carry it...somethings you just have to say I am not putting that in my pocket, nope.

There is no prayer, no plea, no pain, no frustration, nothing you will ever do that will stop the testing of you faith and the fiery trials that James talks about. You just have to know that if you faint in the day of adversity then your strength was small or you weren't as strong as you think you were. Zechariah you are thrown into the fires to be purified  seven times.

Genesis 3 Eve's Pain

We don't mean to but we often give to out loved ones what they shouldn't have only later having to deal with the pain that we've caused and the judgment. It is whn we deceive others that it hurts us today and in the future.